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Saturday, January 27, 2007 @9:50 PM

eating fast food twice a week is a definite nono. god i really got to cut down on it. it's unhealthy and sickeningly horribly oily. but yet in the end everyone resort to that. (cause i guess it's quick and convinient)

i'm fed up. very soon i got to get that damn notebook which i really wanted. i have so many thoughts that i want to write down and when i finally do, i forget all my scribbles within me.

recently i realize (again, yes i know) how connected this strange weirded out world is. like how probably the paths and roads of each designated sign end up somewhere and cause of the engaging darnkness you feel like tracing the path. i guess i'm running out of ideas, but perhaps it's what i usually think about.

weird thing is, sometimes i must wonder whether i psyched myself thinking i have tons of problems and just thinking on trying to have burden down my back cause i have absoultely zero. as they say, humans love seeking troubles. but hey, i'm a human too. and i guess i got to accept sometimes i do, cause it makes me wonder and learn more about the 'human concept'

it's amazing, really that the sounds of crickets and insects together with the music of the road can bring a sycrhonize harmony that sounds strangely like pure music.

i sing over the deathtone tune
wishing for something to happen
knowing that it couldn't be true
as i truly advised from blue
pathetic it may seem
guilty as it may have been
forgiving the wealthy
sunshine's beauty
oh what gave you to me
do you not ever question
denial in my heart
empty words of feeling
this bliss of happiness
while it lust
striving for something crazy
weeping for something unknown
that might have or not been me
you
and the loving stars

'unrequited love'

sometimes i wish you knew, but i take my words back again.
these feelings of emptiness, trying to feel again it's when i'm know i'm tired and restless.
fall back into the bed with me.

-randomness of zong's mind.
crying wishing, speechless, needless to say.
at last it has stopped happening.
DAMN IT! why can't i remeber all the things i wanted to say?
was it not as important as i wanted it to be?
questions pondered, never answered.

Myself
a heart by controlled words
-Zong
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